Even after all my cold desperation, don't you think that you could be mine?
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There's more in another memory card but I left it in Qiaos' place, in her com's USB area. Haha, ohwells.

Happy birthday Hildaaaaa :)
Lovelovelove.

I'm home, I'm home!
Last night was horrid. I couldn't get to sleep. I was dying to call that six-lettered girl. But ahhh I don't wanna disturb her (: Yj & Sass slept comfortably in Qiaos' room WITHOUT leaving any spaces for Shyan, Qiaos & I. I keep thinking they would but surprise, surprise! When we went in, we saw a pair of chopsticks. -.- No space, really don't have! So we went over to9 sleep in Qiaos' sister room instead. Kept laughing luh, tons of nonsense. Qiaos felt uncomfy 'cos of her nose, so she went over to sleep with her mom. Shyan & I have the wholeeee room to ourselves. Shyan slept & I'm still rolling around until 5am. -.- Fucking tireddddddd. Morning, woke up @ 930am. Go into the room & Sass is awake, thank God. Went off to shower & wash up. After me, Sass. Yj woke up after awhile. Packed our stuff, sat around. I had a haaaard time finding where's the teevee switch & the controller. :/ Dumb. So we watched MTV! Heh left around 10plus going 11am. They took 136 while I took 27. I didn't wanna take 27, really. But that's the fastest way to get home. I miss you.

Had lunch, watched a little of High School Musical 'cos Zel was watching it. Called mom & she was telling me what happened yesterday. Dad actually slapped Zel for answering back. And you know what? I feel that she deserve it. Yes she does. Why? You just hadn't heard the way she argues, they way she tries to make my parents feel guilty about making her study too much & play less this few days. Hello, get this into your head, little miss, it's your fucking SA2 in a weeks' time. And you're still thinking of playing? Nevermind, we'll see. Oh & dad told mom that if Zel doesn't finishes her work when he comes home, all of her work when he comes home, she's dead. She's gonna get caning from Daddy. Last weekend when Mom asked her to do, she took out the worksheets & start talking on the phone & when mom asked if she finished, she said yes. I feel so sorry for mummy sometimes, and somehow this aches me. I hate the way Zel treats her like crap. Mom gave her everything. Mom gave her a lot of attention, too much that I feel it's wasted on someone like Zel who doesn't appreciate. On Zel's birthday, Zel kept chanting that she wants to the High School Musical junior novel. Mom didn't wanna get for her 'cos we have the show in the com, it's showing on tv & dad just cought the vcd for her. But still, mom bought it for her. Mom say because.. Nevermind la, nevermind. Her birthday, let her have it. Goshhhh Zel can you fucking see how much mummy loves you & I am not jealous!? I don't care if mom & dad's attention for me has turned to you, I don't care. I know they still care, I am old enough to know that. Ahhhh now I understand why your friends dislike you Zel, I really do. Sometimes I just feel like screaming it to your face.

Oh & today's mom & dad's 19th anniversary :)
Happy 19th anniversary, Mummy & Daddy!
It's amazing how the two of them can be together after so much they've gone through. Ah this feels good, to know your parents are still together, still loving though argue, quarrel & cold war once in a while. Haha I don't know why I feel discomfort when I see mom & dad holding hands. :/ Not jealousy! But.. ahh I don't know how to say laaaaa.

Oh yes Zel, time to stopppppp bossing me around yes. Look who's the one who's older than you. 6 years older than you little one. Ugh, get this in your headddddd.

Honestly, I miss home while I was out. I miss mummy, taking dinner for me though she knows I won't eat much. I miss daddy & his I am the new PBM joke. I don't miss Zel 'cos she kept video-calling me! Omg, keep making my phone hang. I miss my maid too luh. She so cute la. She got me my favvvv Elmo towel 'cos I kept chanting I wanna birng Elmo along but Qiaos say cannot ): So she got me the towel instead! :D Heh yay!

I'm gonna go accompany mummy (:
K I just got a text from ABCD & yay I think I am the first person she tells it to.
- beamsssss :)

It keeps me listening for your voice around each corner./
<3.

2:46 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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